My lover

So many lovers,
So many sleepless nights
chanting prayers of longing and desire
between white sheets of intimacy,
sweet taste of touches and flames
be wildered by wine and music of love
and yet heart was holding his dream, more lucid and alive
than reality of all the earthy lovers.
he voice of life runs through my blood streams
Endless thirst to drink from his lips
To melt; soft, naked and speechless under the stars
Full of crumbling desire to be the woman he wants;
The burning core of my soul trembles in surrendering to his love.

Another smile and my body will break into floating waves;
So many lovers and yet my heart stayed unvisited by true love
Until my soul met the death of many worlds within;
Inside stillness of birth; came the madness of his love;
Before the day break, his passion touched my trembling rose;
Sigh and long; greeted my lover with joyous cry.

Do not speak of love or those passionate nights between anonymous arms;
I have found the eternal lover; every night he drinks my wine
and kiss my flower.
He alone loves me as beauty that never fails;
I alone love myself as my other part dwells inside my heart
Guiding my flames into sky.
the fruit of our lovemaking is life as a dream of enchanting beauty
between our breathes.
My lover lies in bed of my soul.
The first and last of my breaths
end in his lips.
he alone loves me unconditional.

~ Serena Devi ~

Orgasm

The strings of my heart
Trembles under your finger tips touch
The secret melody between us; is life.
Words of rain and silence
Small share of happiness; everything is gone.
Now; my flesh and your song;
Soft kind feminine; all unlived part of me
In the centre of ache; longs for the eternal
For a brief intimate moment
With your tender eyes.

I see you, in stars,
I hear you, in passing winds
But inside me is frozen in time;
This ageless hunger
The gravity of waiting
To taste the earth between your arms
To love myself with your lips;
I whirl around my frozen body
and love draw out of my breasts
into red flames.
Stop this madness, I say to my heart;
My eyes are blurred by wanting you
Between this frozen body and burning desires
There is land beyond this land that I want;
It is called paradise
With gardens full of peach trees and happy children;
A place of seduction;
to live and breathe naked
with no guilt or shame to love
and be loved by Gods.
Inside this dream, I hear the beating heart of sky
I see magical leaves in dance; in ecstasy
making love with your immortal breeze.
I am here; inside this dream, in this paradise
the soundless music of my eternal being
with all I feel and desire in this feminine skin of my body
the urge to give in to your river, like a still stone
move my flesh under your weight and just feel deeper
my inner world, my deepest and longest desire for life;
I scream in the dark silence; with all of my faith, my heath and passion
my beloved soul, my creator,
inside nothing is left, except flames,
that is how; one dies and one lives.
Passing through fire, love, pain and sorrows
Stone, water, air and fire
One paradise begins; old land disappears.
In this infinite hour
I return to abyss of my soul, one last time
Inside my own darkness;
I hear the breathing of love;
The orgasm of my own heart, over and over
In your eternal flames.

The virgin night ends
behind the valleys of light;
imagine the eyes of the beloved
forever falling softly in their love;
orgasm or twilight
my heart could never live without.

~ Serena Devi ~

The road has been waiting for us

If you open the window
I turn my heart into golden dust
the messenger wind blows it
over each corner of your house;
if you listen to wandering music of sky
stars freeing the songs of my love
and my trembling heart rides on wave of desires
to reach and touch the threads of fire behind your smile;
like a shadow, like a flower in the dark;
I lie dead and unmoved by the side of the road
feeling dissolved in moments of anticipation;
thinking my king will never stop;
the world says, I am a mad maid
have lost all my treasures, my youth, the color of my hair;
only you know my only lost; is my heart
staring out the mirror of your face
in forever love.
my handsome king, my only lover; my burning desire
let me know your kindness, your passion
as the deepest thing inside my body and soul;
all my life, I row my boat down the stream of unknown,
so deep and away from life;
in your dark, graceful wilderness
my heart began her pulse;
o, my love
the road has been waiting for us
show me again, how to dance on waves of life
let only air stands between us
the stretch two bodies; melting in joy;
unable to say yes or no;
unable to have believes
show me between now and your silence
only love breathes
all cells of my body is waiting; my king
cross the road; and ease inside me.

~ Serena Devi ~

We become Gods

The flying birds, the clouds
the mountains
they know; how you climbed
on top of tower of my heart;
sat on majestic throne
became a king.

How suddenly
love started ticking inside
my time and space
like a dry whisper inside a rose
thirsty for water.
You made a city
inside the fragments
of my white breasts
pulsing with night and waxing moon
blooming in dreams.
I became a transparent soul.

The clock in me was ancient
like a Big Ben, it finally stopped.
I couldn’t dare to reveal
all my nakedness in one night,
so, you came back every night
a bit longer each time.

We watched the moon light
how it fell on the silent garden,
full of space for a new rhythm,
somewhere far
water fell in thin drops
on thirsty soil of earth;
wind blew inside the secret cave.

Waterfalls, portals of light
connected your freedom
to my love.

You crossed over
with your dark hunger
to touch my vulnerability
your lips moved on my throat
your left marks
on my white skin.

You entered inside me,
deep and hard,
still inside me.
Still my voice trembles with wanting;
every touch brings me into ecstasy
I am exposed,
oh, my naked soul.

My belly is full of your seeds
my mouth delightful
with your sweet taste.
You pour wine
on my white flesh
and drink from wetness
of my soul.

I hear
the last whispers of the shadow;
this love making; our togetherness,
dissolves everything.
Fears are gone,
love is everything.

Fluid in me falls
drop after drop
on forests, on meadows,
on soul mate swans,
on your silent cathedral.
I am exploded
in orchids
my scent is full of sexuality
inside the lotus of your love.

My heart pounds fast
the unworthy dust turned
into shimmering sun,
as your passion lifts me up
closer to heaven.
Just one more thing is left
for love,
to fasten us together
forever,
for you to wash my lips
with your earthy tears.

Appear beside my flesh
kneel together
on sacred soil of love
and offer your heart
unconditional.

Night falls, rain falls
we make love, burn all night long,
our twin flames rise
vanish in measureless joy,
the mist takes us away from eyes.

Heaven smiles
and love’s bell tolls;
eras after us.
We became Gods.

Serena Devi

A poem from my next book ~ THE BELOVED~

In a breath of silence;
two shadows meet and melt
in small dew drops on open lips of an Iris.
The moon is complete tonight,
the strange little girl whom used to drink her tears
before each meal, spilled the memories
out of the dark jar
like a drop of water on a red rose;
that grows inside the marble veins of aloneness,
she let go of all.

Even love sounded too loud,
she stood at the doorsteps of now
felt overwhelmed with life,
opened up her heart and sustained silently
in flames of cypress
to live as a road, as a bridge
as a garden of heart, a snow flake in wind.

In the gaps, the wind roars,
the scent of love ascends
the seashell sings
the red rose blooms,
the dream of life fades away
in a shape of a bird,
a floating cloud
the beloved of my heart
my soul, my one true song;
the unbearable love with all the sweet names
and ache that breaks all bones
all through the white days
and all through the dark nights
captive beneath the blue sea
seduced and aroused by affection of his eyes;
oh forbidden fruit
has fallen between my palms,
” eat me and enjoy the thirst
that comes with each bite; for more,
the fruit of love
the dream of stone, sky, ocean and standing trees,
rise with white air above the majestic mountains
” YOU”, the passion of my soul;
settle in the heart of everything,
in the glow of your silence,
Earth grows and love birds travel in trance;
into the unknown tomorrow;
eat my fruit and vanish in joy of glory;
you are the presence within presence,
my soul, the Beloved is what you are.

Serena Devi, May 2013

In Ecstasy

The space between us
the breathing of dark earth
ascended air
behind the moon’s white tent.
along the long grass
where the young night smiles
at the solitary dance of love
up through the passage of my heart,
where the blessed wounds
of seeking him
shines.
Something opens
in centre of my body
too much fire, too much desire
climbs up the hill of passion
connecting me with everything;
my heart is charmed
into exhilarated arriving,
moment by moment.
He kneels down into me
like a storm, shakes my leafs
breaks my hard bones
fills my hollow
with his jagged light.
ah,
I am emerging in twilight.
He makes love strongly
passionately
yet, it is,
his silence, that keeps me awake
in ecstasy and delight.
My mouth full of
the taste of his grapes
before and after
day and night.

~ Serena Devi ~

peace

Life is a constant river flowing from the heart of God,
trust it by living it in full love and gratitude.
You are the guardians of heaven,
believe in your power,
believe in your beauty
and live your divinity with passion and love,
be the face of peace on earth and entire universe.

~ Serena Devi ~