Everyday in every way, I discover a new part of me. In words, in colours, in silence, my heart enjoys, in this permanent longing to meet and embrace more beauty, passion, sacredness and above all, To meet God and be God, in each breath.
I love who I Am and who I will become. Every moment is intimacy within my heart and soul. This is how I ever imagined a true love affair, this nakedness and transparency which keep my heart vulnerable and open, at the same time invites fresh and new feelings. I crossed blood and fire and it was a time, that pain and wounds overwhelmed my existence and MORE than once I thought to give up what sings in my heart, to stay in fear and never question my believes….I am truly glad I did different.
I let everything fall, break, disappear. I endured many loss and from a very busy and crowded space, I moved into solitary alchemy and transformation. Since 2008, I just let go and shed and rebirth over and over.
Evolution never stops, but pain stopped a few years back and then from wishing death, I began asking for life.
My path still continues,
I learnt to travel light
To keep my life simple
To look in and out with openness
To appreciate and value, everything and everyone.
To be fully present in my life, moment to moment and by sunset, let all disappear from my memories, into ocean of patience and surrendering to tides, as they rise and fall.
Love is not a feeling or emotion, it is not something we can give or take, we might try actions to show and manifest its effects, however Love is an inner space, when you arrive, you never leave yourself for another. You never betray your heart and all your needs end in that homecoming.
I am at home now, and the most delicious food I have, is silence, gratitude and creativity.
I am ending this sharing with tears in eyes and heart, knowing, I don’t need to know about life, future and happenings. I stand in love, silently witness existence, as waves rise and fall into ocean. I paint colours and I write poetry and I feel so deep and madly love….
For life, for you, for me, for beauty, sacredness, honesty and transparency
All I can be, now and forever is grateful.
Thank you <3