Earth, The holy fire

Only poetry brings me back to my true essence. Only poetry… ~ Earth, the holy fire ~ This Earth is my wilderness; love her seasons, her songs. How much she reminds me to not give up on my dreams. I love her daily prayers; the cricket song after the rain, the chanting winds around MT…

Update and next movement on Earth

Beloved friends, It has been deep silence and disappearing in One and to this moment nothing was clear or shaped within to become a message from Great Spirit pointing the next step. Last night, I saw Raven and jet black void, hearing mystery, awake and in dream state, magic beyond all I know as human…

Silence, Truth, The Absolute

Where are our eyes? What direction is our focus? Our senses? Could we look into nothingness with no mind, no meaning, without human/soul body multi-dimension senses? Who recognise all these? What is recognised? Does vibration, frequency, energy is part of existence of matter, form, physical or it is THE ABSOLUTE in constant renewal, formless to…

Touch, fall in love with here!

Slow down, be here. Fall in love with here. With all of your feelings, resistance and hopes. You have tried everything to avoid being here. Feel what you feel and be okay with it. It is hard and sometime overwhelming when you feel helpless and alone. You want to be heard, accepted and helped. Start…

love begins with self

I used to seek love all over the map of earth. I was a beautiful and insecure girl looking to be loved and accepted and felt never satisfied. I  dated a lot of men between age of 30- 41, I tried short and long term relationships, it was at the edge of 40 that I…

Knowing 

​It comes as a dead sharp knife Through the dark night veil The unknowing. Is it the death or twilight Lightening of pain inside my heart, Must reach even deeper beyond hurt, even silence. Where part of me is buried  Without a gravestone, How can I come back from this,  my heart asks, The answer…

Life with no past, no furure

​I have been pondering on this thought and desire for a while, what if life is truly purposeless, what if nothing suppose to be planned and achieved. What if all we, humans will ever needed to do is to allow and be part of the nature, uncontrolled, wild, spontaneous, effortless and full living.  What if…